Monday, November 27, 2017

Take This

Take my guilt,
there's plenty
I owe, and
to spare.

Take my heart,
for there's nothing
left inside,
for any to care.

Take my pride,
for it's been lost
years ago when I chose
to stay and fight on.

Take my hope,
for any of it
for our better lives
is dead and gone.

Take my future,
because all it is
is a litany
of unending strife.

Take my validity,
because nothing else
matters to you
but your unyielding self.

Take it all,
there is nothing left
but what you take,
and that stays till death.

(c) Tortured Cyclone 2017

My Responsibility

It is my choice
to stay and fight on,
though every cell says
I should be long gone.

It is my debt
I have chosen to pay,
and so I remain
day after day.

It is my love
that is never believed,
because how do obligations
come into being?

It is my responsibility
to be your husband,
which I strive to be,
unsuccessfully.

(c) Tortured Cyclone 2017

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Permanent Impermanence

When love is as impermanent
as frail blades of grass,
how can we say
our passions are forever?
Or is that an illusion?
Is it the only constant
as we travel the wheel
of impermanence in life?

(c) Tortured Cyclone 2017

Thursday, August 24, 2017

Transitory

Such an illusion,
this invincibility
we assume for ourselves.
A supremacy,
proven to be a facade
when life forces us
to realize exactly
the fragility
of the breath of life
that brings
a vital spark
to our leaden flesh.
This shock
to the unwilling,
our view
of self-importance
dispelled by the reality
of how transitory
our corporeality
truly is...

(c) Tortured Cyclone 2017

Sunday, August 13, 2017

Inconceivable

There is no way
to predict the touch
of fate upon the heart.
It cares nothing about status,
body type or distance,
differences in age
or other factors.
Instead,
the arrows
of blind Cupid
can bond the most
unlikely of souls,
making a romance
that was truly
inconceivable.

(c) Tortured Cyclone 2017

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Unseen Spectres

Tell me again,
from the where and when
of everything, then
explain to my ears
the battle of tears
lasting thru the years
of faith and fears.

Neither seen,
razor-edges keen,
from the child we wean
to the aged, who lean
to keep upright.

How can we separate
what we cannot incorporate
into our senses, disparate,
making us desperate?

The fears of faithful
addressed by the prayerful,
but never assuaged
to drive demons away.

But yet our dreads
often rear their heads,
creeping into our beds
and stealing our dreams.
They differ, or so it seems...

Both the gleams
of evidence unseen,
but we draw what our lives mean
from between
these influences.

Many a man
bases his plan
on the material, what he can
sense and prove.

He denies faith's power,
says it's facts' hour,
that the religious cower
behind superstitions that tower
over the hard reality
of what we can see.
Yet that man, he
lets his terrors free
to torment and bully
him into choices
not based on cold truth.

So don't chastise
one whose faith guides closed eyes,
for they see no disguise,
can evade sensory lies,
and follow a vision
that denies the division
between the spheres.
For their faith sees clear,
just as do your fears.

Both as spectral as each other,
alike, yet dissimilar
as sister and brother.

(c) 2017 Tortured Cyclone

Friday, July 7, 2017

Serendipitous

Sometimes,
your life intersects
with another's,
where the bonds between
seem to have always been,
but not known till now.
A lover from some life before?
Your unknown soulmate,
at last at your door?
Or mere chance,
bringing two together
whose souls dovetail
like puzzle pieces meant
to come together.
But then, too soon,
you two are reft,
and you are left
with questions.
Was it too late?
Too soon?
Merely a fantasy
that should never
have bloomed?
A dress rehearsal
for another life's destiny?
I may never know...
So I rage against
serendipity,
although it brought you
to me.
For it took you away,
and the place you made
in the depths of my heart
remains empty,
a wound unhealing,
bittersweet agony.
The contradictive irony
is the fact
I'd do it all over again,
knowing the end,
dancing the same steps
from one life to the next,
and I'll love you
forever.

(c) Tortured Cyclone 2017